tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88390783491747314282024-03-13T12:19:38.078-07:00Live itLiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12381615533907686148noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8839078349174731428.post-79326985249470101382012-01-08T01:43:00.000-08:002012-01-08T01:55:45.837-08:00homeI was away for to long<br />It was like the whole time I was away<br />I had butterflies in my stomach<br />I was alone in a room full of people<br /><br />Before we left they told me we were "going home"<br />I told them "no, were already home"<br /><br />They said that was stupid<br /><br />"Home is where the heart is"<br /><br />That was never true to me before<br />I never had a home before<br /><br />The home I have, it's full of the best people<br />I love them to bits<br />I love my homeLiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12381615533907686148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8839078349174731428.post-84771804949387915872012-01-02T00:05:00.000-08:002012-01-02T01:05:50.766-08:00angelwalking a dark path<br />cold and alone<br /><br />you notice that there is some one next to you<br />who are you? you say<br /><br />he looks at you<br />whithout a stop to think he say's<br />"Im your gardian angel"<br /><br />you stop, turn to him and say<br />"no your not!"<br />"you can't be"<br />"there is no such thing"<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"></span><br />he smiles at you and say<br />"I knew you would say that"<br />"if I am not real, who stopped that man from robbing you?"<br /><br />"what man?" you say<br /><br />"the one that was behind the dumpster ten minutes ago"<br /><br />"oh yeah, how'd you do that then" you say, hoping to catch him off gard<br /><br />without a though he said<br />"I whispered in his ear, I told him that he should go home"<br />"his wife and child needed him more than the 5 dollars he would get"<br /><br />you then ask "how did you know I had only 5 dollars?"<br /><br />"I know this because I was there when you stole it from your mothers room"<br /><br />you stop, this is bad, houw could he know this? he wasnt there?<br /><br />"how did I not see you then" you demand<br /><br />he answered simply<br />"because you didnt need to see me"<br /><br />the way he answered, so casual<br />it made you angry<br /><br />"then how come I can see you now" you shout<br /><br />"because you didnt want to be by yourself"<br /><br />"well I do know!" you nearly shout this, and you feel a little stupid<br />you turn to say you are sorry<br />but there is no one there<br /><br />you feel cold and alone, you walk faster, wanting to get home as soon as you can<br />you turn a corner and see that near the end of the road are some men<br />you can see there eye's they are looking right at you<br /><br />there is nowhere you can turn<br /><br />the start walking inyour direction, you slow down<br />they are getting closer and closer, you feel nothing but fear<br /><br />they hesitate, look at each other, then walk right past you<br />you do not wait, to see if they come back<br /><br />you run and run, you run till your sides hurt<br />you stop and sit on a bench to catch your breath<br /><br />your heart is beating so loadly your surprised that the whole world<br />cant hear it<br /><br />"dont worry" a voice say's "I wont watch over you"<br /><br />you breath out, you feel better<br /><br />"and no, they cant hear your heart"Liahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12381615533907686148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8839078349174731428.post-6830969017356357912012-01-01T22:09:00.000-08:002012-01-01T23:47:03.654-08:00a life in my hand<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0in; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> <p class="MsoNormal">walking alone on a dark wet morning<br />the fog <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">caressing</span></span> the lake<br /><br />pondering my worth<br />maybe it should be the end<br />here today,<br />the cold,<br />wet water<br />my last act,<br />my first ever act of freedom<br /><br />and then I hear it<br />a muffled sound…<br />there it goes again<br /><br />but I see nothing<br />even in the fog<br />I can tell I’m alone<br /><br />there... that noise again!<br />a muffled squeak<br />and movement of grass<br /><br />I'm almost annoyed, this was supposed to<br />be my time of choice<br />how can I possible think with that silly invisible sound?<br /><br />then something taps my shoe<br /><br />I look down, and there on the ground is a.....<br />little duckling<br />I bend down, and put my had out<br />just to see what happens<br /><br />the duck, with no hesitation<br /> waddles up to me<br />then plops down on my hand<br /><br />it turned it's head to look at me<br />it's eyes seem to say<br />"what?"<br />"You are my new mother, deal with it"<br />And then the little duckling<br />wiggled it’s bottom and made a small "quack"<br />as if to say that it’s final, so there!<br /><br />"what do I do"<br />I hold this small precious life in my hands<br />I can feel it's little heart </p> <p class="MsoNormal">beating away<br />It's eye giving me a quizzical look<br />trying to figure me out</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p class="MsoNormal">how can I look after this little thing?</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I can barely take care of myself</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p class="MsoNormal">As if the little treasure could read my mind</p> <p class="MsoNormal">looking up at me, made a faint squeak </p> <p class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p class="MsoNormal">t game my finger a small nip of affection</p> <p class="MsoNormal">in it’s eyes I could see hope</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p class="MsoNormal">the sun came up, and warmed us with its glow</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I looked at the duckling and whispered to it</p> <p class="MsoNormal">“Let’s give this hope thing a try”</p> <span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><br /><br /></span>Liahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12381615533907686148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8839078349174731428.post-43257751459880150402012-01-01T02:42:00.000-08:002012-01-01T03:12:16.138-08:00she seems lostshe seems lost, how do I help her find the way?<br />there is no map, no signs to point direction<br /><br />I feel despair as I watch her stumble around looking for<br />a way to freedom<br /><br />I want to call out to her and tell her she's<br />not alone<br />hug her and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">wipe</span> her tears away<br /><br />stand up for her and scare the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">nightmares</span> away<br />tell her the future is bright<br /><br />but <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">I'm</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">paralyzed</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">I'm</span> cant stop what happens to her<br />it's all my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">fault</span>, I know it is<br />through her eyes there is no paradise<br /><br />it's through <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">those</span> eye's I see the worldLiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12381615533907686148noreply@blogger.com1